I've been busy.. too busy with my studies, too busy to try to get things right. One day while iw as trying to get some sleep, some thoughts came into my mind.. I'm losing my friends.. I guess all this while i've been spending too much time persueing my academic goals, i've spent too much time in my room. I'm even skipping coffee clubs everynight nowadays.
Looking back at the whole year, i've really lost contact with nearly everyone from BM highschool.. Now i think i've lost contact with everyone from SAJC and Taylors.. I guess i never did put enough effort into any friendships lately, everyone's drifting away with their friends..
There's no more Friday night ice creams at Alexandra, no more lunches at MeeYok, no more times spent in Pacific. I miss the friends I made from eton hall, i miss the friends from Taylors, I miss my friends from HSBM, but they are no longer there anymore, everyone is everywhere now.. haha!
i guess i'm getting more and more antisocial.. I can no longer talk to strangers.. I always run out of things to say.. and then I would try to find excuses to escape the situation.. "i got to go, see you later!" or something along that line..
I want friends, people that i truly feel comfortable with together, people where i can truly be myself.. I want people that would call just for the sake of calling and something like that..
I guess i'm the kind of guy that needs a little group to hang out with. Trouble is, i never really got myself such a group before. I'm grateful for all the people that truely took me as friends, and i truely enjoyed the company of many people. Sometimes i wish i could be more sociable so that i could keep all my friends. I should find more time to get to know everyone more, I should find more time to keep in touch with everyone.
The only person that truely cherish me is my girlfriend I guess.. Thanks bb! :) Hehe! Although i'm pretty much alone lately, you've made my life more bearable.. You're everything that I have now.. I love you very much!
Looking back at the whole year, i've really lost contact with nearly everyone from BM highschool.. Now i think i've lost contact with everyone from SAJC and Taylors.. I guess i never did put enough effort into any friendships lately, everyone's drifting away with their friends..
There's no more Friday night ice creams at Alexandra, no more lunches at MeeYok, no more times spent in Pacific. I miss the friends I made from eton hall, i miss the friends from Taylors, I miss my friends from HSBM, but they are no longer there anymore, everyone is everywhere now.. haha!
i guess i'm getting more and more antisocial.. I can no longer talk to strangers.. I always run out of things to say.. and then I would try to find excuses to escape the situation.. "i got to go, see you later!" or something along that line..
I want friends, people that i truly feel comfortable with together, people where i can truly be myself.. I want people that would call just for the sake of calling and something like that..
I guess i'm the kind of guy that needs a little group to hang out with. Trouble is, i never really got myself such a group before. I'm grateful for all the people that truely took me as friends, and i truely enjoyed the company of many people. Sometimes i wish i could be more sociable so that i could keep all my friends. I should find more time to get to know everyone more, I should find more time to keep in touch with everyone.
The only person that truely cherish me is my girlfriend I guess.. Thanks bb! :) Hehe! Although i'm pretty much alone lately, you've made my life more bearable.. You're everything that I have now.. I love you very much!
haha, eventho we seldom keep in touch but i nvr forget u guys.. taylor gang.. haha..