Back here.. all over again i guess...
Posted by Way Siong | | Posted On Thursday, 21 July 2005 at 9:47 pm
I'm back at Warrane, after nearly 3 weeks worth of holidays back at Malaysia.. Strange thing about this return compared to the other experiences in KL and in Singapore, I actually dreaded coming back here..
Maybe its because of the environment, maybe its because i'm finding difficulty adapting, i don't really know.. I don't know why i'm complaining so much either..
Saw some pictures taken by a friend of Melbourne University, its making me regret the decision not to take up Melbourne University in the first place... But then again, i don't really have a choice do i? Sometimes i wish i did not get that offer.. then i won't even think about being there in the first place...
I feel totally messed up the minute i entered my room.. been having jumbled thoughts that keeps bugging my head.. lol! I feel a little cultural shock suddenly, same as the first day I arrived here...
The holidays were great.. i've done so much that i'm really happy of.. We went to genting for a night, and it was a great experience, although it rained half the day, making us can't play outdoor theme parks.. Although we did not do much there, i feel that it has been a great day.. Because i get to spend time with my friends, and especially because i spent a lot of time with the girl that i loved.. :)
My results were out... I was really nervous when i went to check for it, but it turned out that i have an overall credit for my exam. However.. for my individual assignment, i got a F for reflective practitioner component... it kinda spoiled the mood.. Sighs...It won't look nice for my portfolio.. or maybe i could manipulate that for my next reflective writing? hehe!
I come back with a new vision on how to approach my studies.. This time, i'm armed with a few books i can call my own, perfectly wrapped by my gf.. hehe! She's such an angel... :)
She flew to Miri the same day I flew back here.. But her flight was at 10 a.m while mine was as 5.15.. so I did not get the chance to send her off... Personally, i would want to go with her.. i'm a little worried on how she's going to cope and all.. but i guess she's more independant than myself.. hehe! :) She can't get her connection yet.. i hope she can get hers soon.. i wanna chat with her again.. hehe!
Guess that's all for today's entry... :)
Maybe its because of the environment, maybe its because i'm finding difficulty adapting, i don't really know.. I don't know why i'm complaining so much either..
Saw some pictures taken by a friend of Melbourne University, its making me regret the decision not to take up Melbourne University in the first place... But then again, i don't really have a choice do i? Sometimes i wish i did not get that offer.. then i won't even think about being there in the first place...
I feel totally messed up the minute i entered my room.. been having jumbled thoughts that keeps bugging my head.. lol! I feel a little cultural shock suddenly, same as the first day I arrived here...
The holidays were great.. i've done so much that i'm really happy of.. We went to genting for a night, and it was a great experience, although it rained half the day, making us can't play outdoor theme parks.. Although we did not do much there, i feel that it has been a great day.. Because i get to spend time with my friends, and especially because i spent a lot of time with the girl that i loved.. :)
My results were out... I was really nervous when i went to check for it, but it turned out that i have an overall credit for my exam. However.. for my individual assignment, i got a F for reflective practitioner component... it kinda spoiled the mood.. Sighs...It won't look nice for my portfolio.. or maybe i could manipulate that for my next reflective writing? hehe!
I come back with a new vision on how to approach my studies.. This time, i'm armed with a few books i can call my own, perfectly wrapped by my gf.. hehe! She's such an angel... :)
She flew to Miri the same day I flew back here.. But her flight was at 10 a.m while mine was as 5.15.. so I did not get the chance to send her off... Personally, i would want to go with her.. i'm a little worried on how she's going to cope and all.. but i guess she's more independant than myself.. hehe! :) She can't get her connection yet.. i hope she can get hers soon.. i wanna chat with her again.. hehe!
Guess that's all for today's entry... :)
don't worry, it's just because it's your first year. you'll feel better soon. why didn't you go to melb uni anyway?
My offer came too late, after my visa applications and my flight tickets had been arranged, hehe! Not fated i guess..:(
hey, so happy for u n ur girl.. anyway fret not. u'll cope well there ok? c ya n take care..
u know how they say this? "the grass is always greener on the other side" :) make the best of what u have chosen dude.. never regret else you'll never feel contented :) cheers mate!
I feel really touched by the responses that i've received.. thanks for all your cencerns.. i will try my best!